I'M BACK!!!

I finally bought a new computer so I can get make to blogging! Lol. I'm also finished with my thyroid med and didn't gain a single pound!! (YAY ME). So now I'm in the process of moving and I'm totally excited. I bought one of those "Pilates Chairs", I hope it doesn't end up being a complete piece of junk when I get it. LOl. Anyway, I gotta go........I'll let you know how much I lost next week. 

((SIGH)) Back on Meds

My crazy doctor is making me to another 2 week cycle of synthroid! Thats the crap that caused me to gain the weight in the first place........this totally sucks but I guess I'll have to make the best of it! Its ONLY 2 weeks.......it cant do that much damage.

Weight loss reward!!

Don't get me wrong....a total of 9 pounds isnt even breaking the ice for me BBUUUT.....I thought it was a good excuse to treat myself. YAY! I ran across the cutest shoes online and I got them. I refused to buy any new clothes since I started gaining weight from my meds.......I probably wont buy any thing new until I'm at least at the 70% marker. But......theres nothing wrong with a pair of cute shoes??? Right??? ((SMILE)) of
course not........plus they're just motivation.



The'ye not Christian Louboutin but they'll work!!

"To be young or a hooker" ~Joan Rivers

((SIGH)) 3 MORE POUNDS

So......its Monday and I'm down 3 more pounds........I know I should be happy but I'm kinda feeling disappointed about it. I cheated on my diet and exercise because I was a little sick.........but hey...its better than nothing! So HORRAY for that. Also........no more weekly loss goals, I dont want to set myself up for disappointment.......I'm doing pretty good and I want to keep my positive attitude! ((SMILE)).
ON TO A NEW WEEK DOLLS!!!

No SUNDAY weigh in.......

I'm staying with my grandmother tonight and wont be back till tomorrow........and I know if I weigh myself in the afternoon, I'll be disappointed. I always seem to weigh more in the afternoon.......maybe its the all water I drink......but it never fails.....afternoon weigh-ins suck! Oh well.......I guess I'll have to weigh in Monday morning.

I have a date with the SCALE!

I anxious and nervous to step on the scale tomorrow.......I kinda cheated on my diet a little........I ate cereal! Yuck! and I hate kids cereal........... I bought my daughter some of those Berry Berry Kix and box was calling me every time I walked by!! I don't like sweets and I don't like kiddie cereal but it just smelled so good to me. I sat at the table watch my daughter enjoy spoon after spoon.......It just looked so good......I finally asked my daughter to have a taste and she replies, "are you SUPPOSED to be eating this?" (as she covers her bowl), that little! So shamefully I waited until she went out to play and got some anyway! So...sad. There was no reason I needed to binge on kiddie cereal......my diet allows me to have plenty of tasty food........but I guess its true, we always want what we cant have. Plus, dieting and PMS DO NOT MIX!!!! Cant wait to see what the scale says.

I think I F*&%#ed up

My daughter caught a simple cold on tuesday........and I catch something far worse on wednesday. Its only lasted a day and a half but it felt like forever!!! I hope this doesnt hinder my weight loss......because its seemed like everything that was on my diet, made me sick......so I ate some healthy foods but they were loaded with carbohydrates. Maybe it was a phantom sickness......maybe this was just my mind playing tricks on me so I would have an excuse to taste those lovely carbs........(they were VERY tasty).... oh well, I'm starting to feel better.........I'll be back on track by this afternoon.

THINSPIRATION